19th May 2025
Ten years.
I keep writing that down because it doesn't seem possible.
Ten years since Josh disappeared.
We've written letters, attended meetings, submitted information and followed every lead we've been given.
Some people have tried very hard to help us.
Others have told us there's nothing more they can do.
We've had another response about the possible Site 42 location.
I can't share the details, but it hasn't given us the answers we hoped for.
The records are incomplete, and there are still questions about who used the buildings and when.
At our last meeting, Peter asked something that's been on my mind ever since.
"What happens if we never get another answer?"
Nobody said anything for a while.
Then Sarah said we needed to consider doing something different.
We still haven't been able to establish who was behind Urbesc Construction, or whether it's connected to Urbesc Endeavours. Nobody seems willing to explain what happened at the site.
We've started discussing whether an independent investigation might be possible.
There would be a lot to arrange.
We'd need access, safety gear and people who knew what they were doing.
Some of the group think we're wasting our time.
Others think it's the first sensible idea we've had in years.
I don't know whether it will happen.
But I do know I can't spend another decade waiting for somebody to tell me there's nothing more they can do.
Josh deserves better than that.
They all do.
